Love Letter To Normals Sample (Page 3 of 3) in pdf

I have problems sleeping. Sometimes I get really restless and wake up and can't get back to

sleep. Other times I fall into bed and sleep for fourteen hours and still be tired. Some nights

I'll toss and turn and not be able to sleep at all. Every little thing will keep me awake. I'm

sure that's confusing to be around, and I know there are times when my tossing and turning

and getting up and down to go to the bathroom disturbs you. We can talk about solutions to

this.

All these symptoms and the chemical changes in my brain from pain and fatigue can make

me depressed as you'd imagine. I get angry and frustrated and I have mood swings.

Sometimes I know I'm being unreasonable but I can't admit it. Sometimes I just want to pull

the covers over my head and stay in bed. These emotions are all very strong and powerful. I

know this is a very hard thing about being with me. Every time you put up with me when I'm

in one of my moods, secretly I'm grateful. I can't always admit it at the time, but I'm

admitting it now. One thing I can tell you is it won't help to tell me I'm irrational. I know I

am, but I can't help it when it's happening.

I have other symptoms like irritable bowel, muscle spasms and pelvic pain that will take

their toll on our intimacies. Some of these symptoms are embarrassing and hard to talk about

but I promise to try. I hope that you will have the patience to see me through these things. It's

very hard for me too because I love you and I want to be with you, and it makes everything

worse when you are upset and tired of dealing with all my problems. I have made a promise

to myself and now I am making it to you: I will set aside time for us to be close. During that

time we will not talk about my illness. We both need time to get away from its demands.

Though I may not always show it I love you a million times more for standing by me. Having

to slow down physically and having to get rid of unnecessary stresses will make our

relationship stronger.

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